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hi update im in vegas with cory yay thats all needed to say.. im happy.
August 30th, 2006
bouncyJuly 22nd, 2006
new things were learned this weekend...
some things i would rather have never had happen..in my life.
i wish i could go back to a year ago
and make one change...
just one.
just one.
oh damn how much better things would be with me and him..
so last night i went to 131 to hangout..
nto go in because i am not parting (raving)
again untill dec(ish)
well anyways...
ive loved this one special boy for a lil over a year now..
and ive been tring to look past it
and get over it
but i cant
so ive been tring to get rid of this love..
and he broke me heart...
very well i must say
very well.
i cried for like ever.
but anywaysssss....
then i couldnt find a place to stay then i ended up going to jakjaks house....
i got helllluh hellluh fucking stoned.
it was amazing ....got my mind off of everything
yep
well thats all thats happening now.
mmhmmm
heartbnrokennn
heartbrokenJuly 5th, 2006
this all is only wishful thinking..
so shelbuh is cutting my hair.. i hope it turns out good... it should....
lol
her and joe are staying opver for the 4th..
im sad i didnt get to go see some of my friends in gig harbor tho... oh well.
<33
June 28th, 2006
woke up at like 5 45.
caught the 7:20 ferry
met Knuckles.
we hungout.
really didnt do much.
thennn...i caught the bus to westlake...
hungout with Sundance.
met Pooty and Anna.
we then went to her doctors.
then back to westlake.
then to her house.
sadly anna went home soon after..
then we went out for dinner. pooty and i... i was cute.
went home _pootys_
watched movies. that we got from blockbuster...
thus including {((___partymonster___))}..
then slept.
saturday-
woke up waited for jow to get to pootys....
went and got him at the bus stop...
then came back
soon after we left to go to pride..
we got there saw sundance.. and then volenteered.
for like 1.5 hours..
BORING.
after tht we hung out with pootys friend..
mmmkay
joe went home
then we went to pootys house..
ate pizza and watched some of darkness falls.
yeappp.
then i left
to go to Jak-Jak's house.
when i got there.
i got drunk..
then was really cold then in pain..
and then i hung out with all them
and went to bed.
sunday-
woke up from Jak-Jak's at like 11?
left took a bus to pride.
met up with Jade..
was REALLLY dehydrated..
we went to mcdonalds..
then i went back to pride
alone to sleep in the grass by myself...
-much needed sleep- ha much needed.
woke up.. danced a little.
talked to some old lesbian lady. : D
then went and met up with topaz. and phil.
and we all met up with zack. yep.
then we hungout at pride
over by the fountain in the grass.
and blu and the other zack showed up...
it was amazing..
so after pride me topaz phill and zack
walked a billion miles to nowhere..for NOTHING.
*sad*...
then we piled in phills car
and drove to renton and went to sharis...mmhhmm
we had like this platter thing. wurd.
then we drove zack home..
and the cutest thing in the world hapened.
but its not my place to tell haha.
then went to topaz's house..
and soon decided to go to phills.
we hungout forever...
and then slept some..
monday-
then in the morning we took topaz home
and phil droppped me off at the bus
on his way to work..
i bussed to seattle
and then went to Jak-Jak's again.
once i was there.
we hungout for a while.
then went on a hunt to find SHROOMS...
uhm didnt hapen.
but anyways.
that was me Jak-Jak, Spaz, and Pockets.and Kat. yeah.
after that we came bk to jak-jaks
and alll hung out untill like 5 in the morning
then i went to bed..
tuesday-
i woke up at 6 in the morning
and left around 6 15.
caught the bus to downtown seattle..
was supposed to meetmy aunt at harborveiw at like 9
but i got there at like 7:50?
and i ended up sleeping
untill they came and woke me up..
.-they- being my aunt and uncle..
haha anyways
after that..
we went and got something to eat..
then went to her other apointment on broadway..
thennn caught the ferry
to bainbride island..
went and got my cousin from west sound tech..
he has to take classes there
or he has to stay in 10th grade...lol
then went to her house..
as soon as we got there (at 4)
i passed out... untill
wednesday-
at 9 am i woke up and ate...
then sat around untill 11
then they took me to my grandpas...
..okay the storry gets familyish and
boring so that was my trip to seattle.
<3333 bubblez
June 27th, 2006
and sharpie, spazz, pockets,and some other chick is here.
lol its all good.
lol
some chick thats here is tripping over sharpie asking if herr boobs are fake.... lol
ok uhm
so this weekend i had sooo much fun.. and now that its tuesday i have to meet my aunt at like harborveiw at like 8... mmmhmmmm no... 9 yes 9... i have to catch a bus from jak-jak's at like 7 this morning... mmmhmm well like 6 30 maybe? i dont know but im shure im going to stay awake for this. lol
my jaw needs to be popped. and theres like to glowing penis' right by me...glo styx...... mmmhmm.
yeah. so im staying the night at my aunt wendys house tommorrow night... and then im going to my sisters i think and then im pretttty shure im going home. and i might not be back in seattle untilll august... yeahh....
because i realy need to take a break from these people.... and i know alot of people dont read my livejournal... but if anyone does... u know that im not dead i just wont be coming to and 'raves' or 'parties' in july... although i will be here from time to time. to see my girlfriend... and tings..
welllll
ttyl
<33 bye
bye
June 20th, 2006
saturday should be amazing.
gay pride parade.
as well as friday!!!
duh.
mmmhmmm.
anyways.
i really need to talk to kyle....
its his birthday..
i hope things are going at least somewhat good for him.
mmmmhmmmm♥
yep.
ok so i had a molester sit by me on the schoolbus today..
it was creepy...
its some kid that goes to the highschool
and totally like molested my friend.
its sad.
anyways....
im listening to
come what may
off the moulin rouge sound track...
yep fun stufff i tell u what.
lol. anyways. lol.
June 18th, 2006
he WAS my everything.
ill get over it.
i am over it.
lol.
after sleeping last night i relized im over alot of things.
i just wonder what it would be like to still have them.
i get so much confused.
im going to try and stop thinking about old things,
and pay more attention to things happening now.
and with the people i like. im not going to think about that so much anymore.. and just let it flow... yeah ok im upset that im not going to maga man mega rave.
but il get over it.
im shure there will be other partys that will be amazing...
we have a WHOLE summer ahead of us riiight?
correct.
mmmhhhmmm.
cheerfulJune 5th, 2006
its monday.. yay
and i have to go work at dominos soon.
yay
anyways im talking to kristov. haha and greg. haha and rio. no haha
and i have to go work at dominos soon.
yay
anyways im talking to kristov. haha and greg. haha and rio. no haha
June 3rd, 2006
so im sitting at kimmis and im on her laptop......in w.seattle. yes! im in seattle and im going to the spot tonight. lol. im sooo cool. because i am. and i made a new friend... lol his name is chris lol. hes rad like fuck. and we were driving around in his car and his front tires went flat... so we parked in some place and walked. hopefully we dont forget where the car is. haha annnyways.. i hope i dont ferget to call my mom tonight
ugh i need a cuddle budddy a GOOOOOD one. lol welll
ttyl
<3 me
ugh i need a cuddle budddy a GOOOOOD one. lol welll
ttyl
<3 me
June 1st, 2006
okay so he dosent like me... ill get over it. i was willing to like give it all too. oh gos.. ill get over it...were cool as friends tho. so im good. i still like the other 2 tho. one of them i swear ill never know with.. but oh well. and the other. i just dont know. meh.
so this weekend should be goodish. i guess.
i wanna give a shoutout (haha) to my sister. even though shell never read this... happy birthday holliejean... i love u helluh.
ok so anyways.
yeah i cant stop thinking bout him. but i need to just get over it.. i dotn know how oh well. so yeah this weekend. mmmmhmm. <2+1
so this weekend should be goodish. i guess.
i wanna give a shoutout (haha) to my sister. even though shell never read this... happy birthday holliejean... i love u helluh.
ok so anyways.
yeah i cant stop thinking bout him. but i need to just get over it.. i dotn know how oh well. so yeah this weekend. mmmmhmm. <2+1
ok so i just woke up to my mom screaming her supid ass off about my little brothers because they are appearently going to seattle today on a feild trip... oooookay? uhm yay its thursday.. im excited for this weekend. my family better not rip me off on my allowence again. or ill be fucking pissed. i have shit i need to do.. and people i need to pay back! lol. anyways. im listening to tlc? ooookay?.. ok hnow schoolyard heroes yaya... i might go see them tomorrow night.. yes!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways. i miss ryann shes so amazing.. that whole band just gets me... yes!
haha ttyl
<3
anyways. i miss ryann shes so amazing.. that whole band just gets me... yes!
haha ttyl
<3
May 31st, 2006
New live journal. yep. im going to start using this again. i think it will help me relese somethings. haha and i dont like blogging in myspace so yeah.. i can do it here. yayyy. well i cant wait for this weekend. helluh fun.. friday syh at neumos in seattle. saturday morning i have a parade in shelton... then saturday day i think kyle and i are going out for lunch, then hanging with ian (jak-jak{kandirifical}) then going to the spot. then i believe were going to topaz's house in maple valley...maybe.. yay